Day 48, Annual Saturn Retrograde 2013, 6th April,
Saturday. As repeated n times before, Saturn Retrograde is a time of initiative,
freshness, movement, progress for Sun ruled people. And a time for repeat, REWIND,
recurrence, review, retrospection, RESURRECTION for Saturn ruled people. THIS
is GOING to be my HEAVIEST/ OVERLOADED Post over!! DON’T READ if you are in a
Light/ casual Mood!!
In two earlier posts, I had already narrated how Saturn Retro 2013 has been a symmetrical inverse of
Saturn retro 2009. But later, yesterday, after browsing deeply through
my journals I found that it was Not only in Retro 2009 that I had erroneously/
forcefully followed the Solar/ sun ruled path , but also in 2006, 2007, and
2008!! So for FOUR consecutive years, I have created havoc by following the
Solar/ sun ruled path during the annual 4.5 months of Saturn Retrograde. NO
WONDER, then, the effects and consequences of this gross violation, the fruits
of which I had to bear throughout the rest of the year, remaining 8.5 months,
when Saturn progresses directional!! NO WONDER! It’s only from Retro 2010, that
I have slowly begun reversing this damage/ error! Through extra/ additional
heavy compensation during Retro 2010, 2011, and 2012, that I have slowly moved
towards equalising this severely disrupted equilibrium. Even last year,
2012, was Not a complete Retro, as I
forcefully INITIATED a second house change/ shift in Vasant Kunj, JUST one
month after having shifting into a new one!
Check the graph above. I found it in a dilapidated notebook,
while checking my journals from Retro 2009. The MAIN journal was missing!! But
still, one fragment colored note was there. This cycle I had compiled in ACAD
and poste to my blog then. Randomly at friend MV Rajeshs place, I had found an
Ouspenky book, which entailed the Discontinuity of Vibrations! A colour path
unfolding the SOLAR will to power. And which I had unknowingly and completely
tallied with my then, Solar path of
Retro 2009. Let me entail the stages of this Solar cycle, balancing forces of
Sun and Saturn.
STAGE 1: RED: Things begin with Sudden Rupture. A will to
Power against the Gravity of ground Zero. The motto is: I EXERT (my will) ,
therefore I EXIST. EGO/ consciousness/ will force. FULL SUN.
STAGE 2: ORANGE:
After the initial Eruption, but which ONLY comes after the rupture of fighting,
conflict, often EGO clashes. You follow up/ full force/ full on. Blindly
ascending! MOVE Forward.
STAGE 3: YELLOW: the maximum force has to be Exerted NOW.
After initiation, build up, Crescendo, you have to linger until finally takes a
TURN. Breaking the threshold.
STAGE 4: GREEN: You have DONE it. You have reached a HIGHER
GROUND ++. Far ABOVE you’re your original, morbid, mundane Ground Zero of
mechanical existence. LIVE it!
STAGE 5: BLUE: Things begin to simmer now. You’re relaxed. Higher
ground, Stage 4, having achieved, its time to chill. Let go. Re-lax. LAX is the
word. Chilled out, Taking it EASY.
STAGE 6: INDIGO: Now without the effort, upkeep, maintenance, things
now begin to rapidly descend/fall. This is Free Fall. Exact opposite of Ascent/
Orange!!
STAGE 7: VIOLET: How much can you freefall, freely? Your gravity, your destiny, inertia, ennui,
your “lot”, steps in now. Dragging you back into China town/ your same old hometown/ home ground
STAGE 0: GRAY: The ground
reality. Existence. Mechanical. Aoutomation. The grind. The Daily Grind. Where
you keep on plodding. Round and around in Earthbound circles. Like a sheep/
cow/ cattle. Until the NEXT rupture comes..!
This is the FATE of all in-between/ hybrid people. Only when
you POLARISE yourself completely into a SUN or SATURNINE person, you can
actually evolve/transcend. Otherwise, you continue in the same old LOOP. Without change. And this IS a SOLAR CYCLE/ WILL to
POWER, but which I unknowingly and immaculately followed in Retro 2009. Stage
1/ Red was in the 5th week of
Retro, when I suddenly aroused into action, and reached Mumbai out of the blue,
like a madman, for lost/ pending certificates. Taking a LONG pending issue,
like a bull by the horns. STAGE 2: ORANGE
: when I rushed HEADLONG into the Mountainous/ Herculean task of re-issuing the
marksheets. Dealing with college, University, administration, cops, advocates,
everything. STAGE 3: YELLOW was when it
was finally being completed, concluded, and I sub-branched into another tangent:
friend Monindro’s ACAD training/ military zen programme to make a complete man
out of me. STAGE 4: GREEN represents marksheets work complte, and wife landing
up in Mumbai, ACAD in progress. Wife also came to meet us in Mumbai. we were roaming our old haunts of college/Mumbai/ hostel days. Floating on HIGHER Ground!! A higher ground ABOVE the gravity/ of my mundane
Daily existence of Void/ Non event/exile in Delhi. But since the entire four stages were
founded on the sheer SOLAR/ SUN ruled energy of Rising retrograde, once
retrograde reduced, I could feel it’s Distinctly sinking effects and couldn’t
sustain the..”will to power”. The classic fate of a saturnine acting like a
sun. Or vice versa.
NOW, the interesting part is that, that in Retro 2009, the
unfolding events that began from 5th week, completely represented
the Stages, 1.RED-2.ORANGE-3.YELLOW of
the above Colour cycle. And this year the unfolding events of 5th
week of Retro 2013, have mirrored the exact inverse of Retro 209, i.e, the
corresponding opposite cycle, i.e, Stages: 5. BLUE-6. INDIGO-7. VIOLET of the
above colour Cycle. Check Graph below.
It’s so awesome!!
What boggles my minds is that, the octagonal colour cycle
was the product/ thought/ assimilation of ONE Entire Season of Retrograde, i.e,
retro 2009. And today, this goliathan, heavy, overloaded double graphed,
feature is material/ matter for just ONE POST!! As HEAVY as it GETS!! This 6th
week of retro 2013, is the perfect 7.VIOLET STAGE, with its characteristic
Serpentine/ Heavy/ BYlaned/ Tangential tailed, Ultra Layered qualities.
Mirroring the diametrically/ diagonally
opposite 3. YELLOW STAGE during 6th week of Retro 2009, where things
became so driven/ full on/ energetic beyond conception. In Retro 2009, 6th
week, I was 3.YELLOW Stage, like a Wasp/ bumble bee. And today, 6th
week, retro 2013, I’m a huge lumbering anaconda, a blue whale, massive,
cumbersome, giant, burgeoning, teetering leviathan, the perfect representative
of 7.VIOLET stage.
As heavy as it gets, before we finally reach the realm/
domain/ of Gray/ Stage Zero/ Ground Zero/ rock bottom!! Whew! This post took me
almost full one and a half days to compile, compose and write out. Lord
Shanidev, let me reach GROUND ZERO/ Stage 0/ of Saturn retro soon. I just want
to crash!!!
Jai Shanidev!!
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